It has been a while since my last post, 2020 has imposed a toll on my life that I will never forget. When it began I could have never imaged that my life would have gone into a so terrible change.
Now that 2021 begins, I look forward to something new but I have to admit that it is not an easy task. Everything at home reminds me of my dad, no matter what. What I miss the most is the ability to show him the little things of everyday, like my new purchase on Amazon or my new book or my new software or computer, and so on. Before, when he was still alive, I could walk down the stairs, call him and tell him that I bought a new piece of hardware for my computer, and he answered that he was happy for me; now I can’t. I like to think that he’s still here listening to my stupid little things I have to say and from time to time it works, while on certain occasions it does not. The truth is that I miss him so much and so does my mom and my sister too.
I think the journey to adapt is still a long one, but the process of accepting it is going forward, as it should. In order to avoid leaving my forum unattained for so long, I should start thinking about something to write, like a special series of writings for my blog. I remember that I’ve always wanted to write a story, not sure about what, but maybe this is the time to impose myself some sort of regular date with my ideas and my feelings. I’m pretty sure that something good could come out of it.